You ruined my god damn week. Thank you.

So! My day just started so great. I came to school, met some friends, we talked and of all sudden this girl appears.

It's that new girl that I really started to like. God damn and how sexy she is (yet she refuses it).

She always hugs some of my friends (mostly just other girls) and me. But it's itressting that she's hugging me like almost 10 seconds longer than anyone other. It seems like she enjoys it, that's what I do.

Oh well. Silly me, I tought that she maybe WILL fall in love with me. Even some of my friends tought it.

The part that ruined my day and the rest of my week:

Via MSN she told me that she already has a "girlfriend".

Yes, she's bisexual. So intressting that I just love her more and more yet I'm very dissapointed. For god's sake I don't want to be just "friends" with her! I want to be something special.

And she told me that she probably will chose me as her next friend when she breaks up with her girlfriend, like I would be something to just "get".

I don't, and never will know what girls think, how they think and why they think this way.

I'm 16 anyways, I shouldn't care about girls that much in my age. Most of them act like they're on steroids anyways.. fucking puberty.